lucus's Blog
May 29, 2008
One day she sent me a short message said I cheated her and asked me to leave her away.I can't do that,so I sent short messages to her crazy,but she said I'm fool and will change her mobilephone number.From then on she didn't reply my short messages.I tried my best to require her do not to change her mobilephone number.At last I succeed.But even I asked her questions,she didn't reply all the same. It can't express how sad I was in words at that time.Whatever she do I can forgive her,because she is my "sister".I couldn't do anything except for looking forward to her coming back.
Several days later she said she missed meand couldn't leave me alone.I'm very happy she came back but what disappoint me is that she changed,even I can't recognized whom she was.We didn't send short messages like before.I'm afraid to interruput her study because the exams were around the corner.
Does she hate me?I don't know,she often say sorry to me.I'm awful to make her angry.If she left me again,I don't know whether I can stand the sadness which I suffered last time.I like her very much.Its can't express in words.I do hope she can become my real sister,but that's impossible because she had promised someone do his sister only.I only can call her "xue jie". 27th 11 is her bitthday.At that day.I can do nothing for her.Only I can say"happy birthday,thank you very much,you give ne power and happiness,may you happy everyday and often laugh in sunshine."
The new term began.I asked her why she didn't send short messages to me like before,she said:"I'm busy and don't send me messages because there is something wrong with my mobilephone."
I told her cheated me if I send a message succeed my telephone will tell me,She became angry and asked me to leave her forever.I told her I'll never leave her.At last she changed her mobilephone number.
Now I'm very sad,my heart is bleeding,I felt my heart breaks into pieces.Why she breaks her promise.I regard her as my best friend,because of her I made a big progress on spoken-english.From her short messages I know she cares me.I'm very pleased she became my friend but now she leaves me forever.I don't know why she breaks her promise.I'd like to keep a long-term friendship with her as long as she's willing.When I'm in trouble she will help and comfort me.
I'm aprecite her.Please don't make a joke on me,I can't stand it.I felt she cheated my feeling.I miss her very nuch but she can't come back.I really don't know what should I do now.
If I have a chance I want to tell her"I Love You"
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