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Written by Nancy Jew Translated by Arthur Ren Devil's witnesses It was so real to walk singly in the street,and I was just such a peanut ones in the onrushing crowd. The life still be continuing although there had been no any emotions. "Sigma,thanks a lot,and it's the subsequent verity that you've said,and it's so exact."There was such a same sounds to mean the same meaning in my mailbox during two years,and call the nick name what should be used to do the fortunetelling. Sigma,a mathematic sum operator what can make all the numbers sum unsophisticatedly. To feel and to analyse the other people's last and future was my majoring,whose result was so exact,and whose rate of accuracy could make the other people feel the inconceivability. And to accept the cases from the E-mail was one of my habits,and Yan was the one of the freshmen.After replying her mail,I'd attached an old indefinable picture. It will be my last case for serving to the republic. To accept the cases through my mail box should be one of my customs,and Yan was the newest one.After replying,I had attached a dim photo of mine to her,and then broke all the recordings down,and cleaned the mail box. So it was the last case. The time had always arrived.Yan was taking her partner to dance in the dance pool,and then it was the 3rd gay in some minutes. She was not different with her picture,who was a real pretty girl. I was sitting in the dark corner,and playing the cup,and watching that those boys and girls moved into the direction to play dance for immersing their sightsees each other. Yan's clothing was able to display her sexy stature,which could show her decorous temperament as well as vantage family ground. However,I did not think it was a place where I should stay,and to wear the long pants, and the black business suit and to have on the sunglasses should be not the most harmonious with ambience in here.But I have to accept it while she implored me to help after looking at my photo because she would get marry with a handsome gay. I didn't like to refuse everyone who wanted to get the aids even if they would be married. So I arrived at the place through the address and time,but I could never put in an appearance. When the the 4th music began,the 4th gay start to stand by her,and I analysed her future husband,and used the cup to hold up my face. The gay was the gentler than any prevenient ones,who had owned much more magnetic fields than everyone in here. It was not easily to conquest the belle as same as Yan,and It was so chummy that they play the dance whatever was their habitudes or physiognomies. When they moved into the direction that I've seated,the boy was clasping Yan politely,and then to turn about made me look at her back,however,the gay's eyesight was finding me by rule and line. What a special affinity!When the music was end,Yan carried her boy's hand,and then sit them down. What a matched couple! It was the gay whose name was Jang che,who was the case that I had seen the most power magnetic fields during 2 years,and who could be matched with the beautiful girl. After leaving the hall,I sent a message to beatitude her and her future happy life.I knew that their wedding would hold in the future,and my premonition was just to display the truth. The ghost wake up When I was sleeping deeply,the bad dream started It was a rainy day in my dream,and I didn't distinguished that it was in the daytime or night.At that time,I was clasped by a handsome boy whose body was wringing in my dream,and was crying without any words. His hair was quite long,and covered in his deepen eye. My face was beside his arms,and the perspiration mixed with the tear. I had never felt his warm even if he could clubbed me,and there had been no feelings,but just harmful and felt cold. My heart still be in pain in the morning,the perspiration still be on my face without aridity. I didn't look for the familiar feelings,above all,I felt so unacquainted beside the mirror. I looked like so cadaverous that my lip had no sanguinity. Why did I become this mode?When did I use the mirror lat time? When opening the window,I found it was raining right now,and the windy was making at my face with rain. A boy who didn't take the umbrella was standing in front of my building,and he was in the shower bath. Then he began to walk toward the house,and his magnetic field was felt,which could not be understanded,but I can heart another soundings in my heart. "Please don't sorry for me." "Your eyesight have made me forget difficultly." she said again. "Please forgive me cheating because he didn't belong to you,and please give the gay up." "I like your smile,but your tear will let me break my heart." "It was so costful in the world because you can see the rainbow after raining." The distance was getting short,and every arc lines seemed so familiar. What a blamed inspiration it was! It should be the more powerful right now than in the rainy day,I thought. I could not control the step,and then I went downstair,and walked to the rain. Lots of volumes made me not continue to breath,and the memory was displaying in my eye. "What's up?"He asked thoughtfully.The magnetic field had made me felt crazy,and the wringing clothing had shown the scaur in my body,which was so conspicuous that they were found easily, and they had been displayed in the rainy day. The pain made the memory that had happen 2 years ago came forth my pericardium It was my foreordination,whose result could not be changed,and it was a gay who I would meet with even if it was only a dream. So I had to pin my scar,and avoided his hand that was running on me by design. Then Yan got out her private car and took her umbrella. The fateful memory It was the more familiar bad dream.Sometime I could make it before 2 years,and I was cuddled by a boy to cry without saying and moving in the raining.The human world was so disordered that could presage the veracious nightmare. I who was called Chen yu was not happy,enjoyed sitting in the boom of the building to drink,which could make me feel high,and which could connect with the heaven. So Jang che who was smoking in the boom could see me. One day,when I was drinking in the same place,he was coming,which could make me psych out. At that time,I could feel something although I didn't know what it was,and I believed that I would be connect with the gay.He putted in a white T-shirt,paints and rest shoes,and his hair was so long. The distance between him and me was about 6 miles,but his smoke was quite huge,which was so same as I was drinking. The windy made our hair skim slightly,which made me feel his eyesight between the sapiential water bearer and the most sexual scorpio,and which was fetched at the moment. Then he had gazed at me for some seconds,and then he continued to smoke,which could make me feel so Bemused. I thought,"Who's the gay?And why do I meet such that man?"Although I could get the answer,I believed that I could have a chance to chat with him. I could get his information,and I'd known he was from another school,whose mind was so special as me,but he was a good boy in the other people's eye although he was not good at speaking. Another truth was that he had owned a girlfriend,but I didn't look at her face.When I saw that they was walking in arm by arm,he was seeing in front of him,which could me have a hallucination whether he had known me or not. I was not sure about it,and I found that he had seen me although they'd passed by me. Although my reflection was so nonsensical that I could think that it was incorrect because he had owned his lover. So I chosen waiting.I was afraid that it would be broken,which made me have no choose to get the reply that I wanted to.So I had to come again my own life for forgetting it. While I was on to the special human existence,I still feel it even if I didn't see,however,I usually thought,"Why do not you belong to me although I can feel you?" Already, I disqualify from being able to only cherish every moment, can only achieve this one point. Destiny is continuing its trajectory , irreversible go along but in go on. Be always wanting to try to arrest it , be thinking that it comes to set about for a short time, but without the knowledge of from He really? Be tasteful the usual stare blankly being drinking drink being looking at a horizon I, hear the back sends "Hail Columbia" low and deep in suddenly , the heart strikes such that the image feels nervous immediately. The hand firmly leaning on a balustrade begins to tremble. Can sit to such that being stabilizing a try to in the presence of in the ordinary time as downstairs little as the crowd as the ant , be going to fall down , want to go to grasp armrest ability sitting to stabilize ... with the whole body physical strength but in a precarious position at this time Believe self tinnitus produces illusion , turn one's head happening to go to his face face to face. Look at my downward inverted manner, he one has grasped my finesse. I take advantage of an opportunity to collapse downward in a flurry to embarrassed , but, there being no but avoiding a field , that I swear that self is absolute in falling to enter his tepid arm turn is not deliberately. Exchange has no way to deter a field from beginning. Our very many ideas are identical , the Buddhist temple talking once beginning lathes ceaselessly, without end without the knowledge of fatigued. We all begin to have had smiling expression , my state of mind is moved towards resemble while he laughs at, having seen rainbow. That is to have no way to use the affection speaking formulation kind. I still can only pray to be able to prolong boundlessly at this moment silently but , extension resembles this edless far-reaching sky boundlessly right away. Still can only cherish now available every moment. Because of you are close to getting such even, do not belong to my our however one's own wishful thinking also already. We are not acquaintance's turn originally , do not know that a lot of me has the extremely not good presentiment more to us, that dream sorrow is very true. If being destined together is able to have tragedy to happen, had better wind up everything as soon as possible. Be thinking of with speaking out good-bye very many times. Be wanting to be going to no longer see next time very many times. Many times approaches Tian Tai very much quickly intending to ... leak to time clearly already ... But, I am to miss his smiling expression what. Smell the cigarette taste knowing well that every time , have no way to control the step drawing near right away again also; Make for at every time he, sees him be full of the splendid smiling expression expecting that , how to has no way to speak or not. Can only say to self , see next time definitely no longer,See you next time. We are all penetrating a free rein , are regarding Tian Tai as the best chat lieu , are chatting east pull the west field chatting. He is smoking cigarette , I am sitting to be looking at the crowd who walks about downstairs on the balustrade. "You are sitting like this very dangerous hey , are not afraid of one falling down carelessly"? He warns of always very patient. "Where, sits steady indeed! Not only my meeting acrobatics ha-ha,still has nine fates. I the skill talent is always bold never readjust oneself to a certain extent attentive go ahead because of at one's side Ache can rescue me if falling down. That is only a very simple idea. Happy time always lives with very quickly , it is seized quickly to giving way to person too late. Time of the day rotates the back in that day , absurd chaos feels constrained in the heart. I have found an excuse let Zhangche go to buy water , self has continued sitting on the balustrade is first-class until he, starting lighning flash thunder. Leave to be wanting drink to be finished drinking as soon as possible, before raise the head when an at last several is finished drinking wine quickly, one Shan hand not looking sharp not having seized a balustrade, simple one bit mishap, continue to have lost. Why had not thought that sitting in so high so dangerous location may fall down one day previously? The baker's dozen is what an inauspicious figure. Already very late. My posture with upturned face is rectified to seeing the sky when dropping clouded over. Weightlessness moment night wind is boasting , the first time feels self so light ... ... . Have squashed arriving at the nearest metal thing is layer-upon-ayer blow , being innumerable time of inclined planes later is merciless collision. That the rainwater just begins to fall alight, very quickly from the sky when stopping overturning becomes a flood of rain , pours enough water on my clothes , washes away my blood. And then I see Zhangche bustle up to running upstairs, that I juat now as early as location already blank space. I am seeing him seek everywhere , am shouting my first name, use the expression being at self's wit's end in a flurry; See self fall to the body all broken up, time of body bloodstain is being flowed to walk as if seeing a flower wither and fall when being in full bloom right away by heavy rain outwash. At the midnight light kills off already jet-black corridor lining Zhangche afterwards completely continuing being seeking, in each rooms , every corridor , each platform. Be holding the mineral water that I am bought by him between the fingers in one's hands. I , his on one's body rainwater still starts heavy rain dripping downward. My hand no active, foot no active, the body already has no way to react with any response , soul sheds tears but in being this one act. Why? Why ... ... I can not care that what appearance self becomes , do not see your tear but absolutely. Have clearly already very good go ahead , can walk down clearly definitely. I tell you though having no way to begin to speak , have given up but never really , never stop going over the state of mind being loving you, disregarding what ... to happened in future ... Disregarding future what does happened? Be even if having died indifferent? In any case like that, personally right away no active, foot right away no active, if being not able to begin to speak , if being not able to breathe ,I want what to use to love you too? Why do want to continue too? Final is destined to need so-called words , had better let everything return a plain burning if I can not already,you are member of by being able to follow together person, follow you together. Face is holding the delicate umbrella , slowly had rotated that corner , use elegant step , step-by-step directly make for I. That "Xigema , you follow a photograph is really an image. Thank you giving me that conclusion. You do not know Ache , she is well-known fortune-telling division of network , forecast others's magical certainty. I have not been able to tell you in time yet the result that she gives. Do Xigema , you keep that several in memory? Be come doctrine by you let person be convinced more. "You are suitable to the other party very much". I cover up a chest, but the field with a smiling face not necessary to think says to them. I have to think about , to think about well. Why to ache all over , be also that severe pain is matchless. Why will be in here? ... Clearly keep self in memory already falling down? Xigema? Be former that for 2 years that person that I see lately? I and she reach an agreement sure, get this body in return coming giving soul to her continuing alive. "Have heard what , Ache , her having given us the most sincere blessing. Are you uncomfortable? Be at leisure, I can send you to get rid of a hospital ". Face shows the smiling expression being expert in explaining person intention. Zhangche doubts that the field has looked at me having one meeting very much. He says to face: "You go back first , I still have other thing needing to ask about this Xigema ". Face's smiling expression becomes not very natural, but proceed to speak very quickly it's all right she can go to wait in vehicle. Till her figure viewed from behind disappears in the rain curtain middle gradually,Zhangche gathers up me tightening: "Chen Yu , had not pretended , is you right in the dance party last night. I know being you , seeing that photograph having known. Why has so thick clothes on , wears the sunglasses , the deliberately bar? Have even hair style exchanged for? I look for you to look for such that being fond of being troubled by, this where you have played for 2 years? Why did doctrine separate with each other originally? ! You seem all not good to some extent , not good to some extent"! I said having separated with each other? When? Painful. Be aching acutely all over. With remembering that also gradually, restoration , the scar increase weight , ooze, blood begins to dye the shirt red. Favor an overcoat how nice to play have arrived at cover role, I can perform one small final Duan play a little bit during the past time before consciousness disappears completely. "Sorry. I have served as the average friend all along all only with you , now also have already had a boy friend , and very happy! My extremely not comfortable ... ... . Ask you to loosen the grip ... ... .'' I am staring at with this all one's life maximal falsehood of distance of Zhangche's eye every single word or phrase ", I am coming in person, be for personally, telling you, and wishing happiness to your ... " Because of I have no way to love you again also, have no way to give you happiness again. Bosom , line of sight , my turn-back avoiding him as if that being able to outguess person soul shaking him off use fast the quickest step make for face that to stay in block of wood distance private car. "Bother you to get rid of the ranks hospital with me". I open the car door achieving backseat. Face is shown loosening complacent smiling expression: "Chen Yu , I thank you very much returning Zhangche to me ". I once laugh at an answer lightly: For "2 years I have put up an accident , I have forgot a few things , have disappeared feeling completely to Zhangche although having no thing in the front. I wish that you are happy from the bottom of self's heart". "I always worry about that you are always preoccupied with to Zhangche , seem being unnecessary. That I feel uncertain very much , doubt that very quickly right away arriving at when receiving that photograph is yourself; As it happens that the result that you give is the "small side door"therefore being able to ask yourself to come to scene to verify us this time suitable , is really very vivid have had a stringency very much. Haw-haw , you have seen me also with own eyes together with him". "Congratulation!"My body would not be supported,and I was tried to conceal my affliction,and tried to simile to Yan,"Congratulating for your happiness!" Indeed,it was so persuasive,but I still affirmed that Jang che had droped the idea to me forever because they would live together happily. I had felt very tired, blurred vision had also begun suddenly very sleepy. It did not matter and we would arrived at the hospital, I might die there. Sigma's adjudgement "Chengyu,Chengyu,are you sleep?We've arrived at hospital."Yan putted in mind of me after looking at rearview mirror. No,it was not over,and the show would start,and the judgement would begin.which would make me do it. "Oh,I am sleeping."I opened my eye,and continued to say,"I have to thanks for your beneficence.I told Jang che that I would come to here,and then send my mail with picture into him. So he came back from broad as soon as possible because he will destroy and dally over your the long-expected wedding if he don't go back.However,you don't care that he rushed out the auditorium after play dance even if I had never made the scene sedulously,because he see her while he play dance with you." "So he has reverted to the engagement ring,and said to cancel the wedding.He wanted to find Cheng yu.because he still love her." "Do you know it?Have you told the last night affair to you?Have you been playing me?"Yan felt so surprise and bitter,"Yeah,we have known each other since we were born,and our parents knew each other early,which should engage himself to me. So we've known for several years.which could never be better than you who you've just known each other for some months.He could never said with me,and smiled to me from past to now.So he still belong to me for ever."She said excitability, which would arrive at conniption. "There have not been everything that you cannot get in the world,Miss Yan,So I pushed me."I fellow her to be said.After embarrassed silence,Yan laughed,and said,"Yes,I've done it,and at that night I leave after pushed.But I felt so surprising,maybe you were not aware that I pushed me,or you may forget it,however,why have you alived,and then send the message for parting with Jang Che?" "Have you had no the worm of conscience in this two years,Miss Yan." "It's not bad that you can choose to vanish,and you don't know what to do,and you're breaking my happiness that I have dealled in. So he was walking in a luciferous road with me.I love him.And it's better to his future in my family,but you have nothing,and dare to break everything that I've owned.How about pushing to me?If you wanted to continue,I will push you again." "My pleasure,aha,but you estimate it incorrectly,and at that time,my injury was so serious.....,but I have been in death."I teared my collar,and shew the sanguinary wound and the black ecchymosis, "To part with Jang che have been your gift,and how do I make friendly with him in such that body?" Yan's face started to get green,and said,"You,Are you not Chen yu?Who're you?" I've felt so tired during this two years,and my body would arrive at the utmost,but I had to do somethings. Chen yu did not care how to die,and then tried to fulfill Yan,however,I didn't think it was that Yan would own.The rest one would be finished by me because the ghosts that I needed to get would not be dropped. "Be careful,Miss Yan"I was so happy to whistle,but it was so later.The small rare clipper-built car had beared down on the guardrail in the corner,and then turned inside out the slope,which resulted in the Yan's death because an absent-minded driver would lead to the traffic accident easily in the damp road in a rainy day. However,I still alive through getting the skin trauma by point because I was sitting on the backseat. So I did not understand the human behavor,but Chen yu had provided a chance to join it. I'd spent lots of energies to support her body in the two years,and to inhibit all the cuts made everything get normally,and her breath could provide the basic enginery because the GBH made it get so bad.The human body was a containing of ghost,which looked like the cup that contained the water,and whose surface still have some drippings when there have no water in the cup. So Chen yu was one of some special humans,which could be connected with the rainy day. To take her ghost caused that her limited unconsciousness could wake up in the rainy day with the scaur.which could also make her to happen in the raining. Two years ago,when I found the truth that Chen yu was pushed by Yan because of her awareness of killing,I decided to attend it after watching Chen yu had no breathing.Although some life had been doomed,some of them were so unequal,and there may have been some chances to return. So it had been finished by me and my way. I told her that the gone sin of her preexistence resulted in the grief in the rainy day,but the result would not be changed because Jang che would be married with Yan after 2 years,and the one who killed her was Yan.Before death,I asked her,"What can I do for you?" So I thought she would hate the girl,however,her ghost told that to run who was the murder was meaningless if it was her foreordination,but she had taken it easy that her lover broke his heart because she hoped he could get his happiness. "OK,if it was your dream,and I can help you.But you must take your ghost into me,and I can make you alive,and continue to make Jang che return back his life,and forget you forever. " I'd restituted her ghost after Yan's wedding had been cancelled,and then Chen yu had gave back the truth after a long drop.So her time was not enough.And I had to face up another truth,which was that it was not my body that belonged to me,and Yan's one was mine. There was no rule in the world,and every words was chatting. Chen yu was half of Jang che's ghost,and they should co-induction,and Jang che could seek her quickly when she waked up. However,she didn't know that Jang che had written 3 red huge words because she had no chance to see it. Chang has no chance of success out of the tangled and less happy, because he always dreamed of arms of a girl in the rain, the girls in tears. He hoped one day to find that girls just do not know what day. He wants to find her, let her smile more, do they intend to allow the well-being of her life. Is doomed to meet their tragic fate of Chen Yu to start the spell. Timely manner but I use her body to exercise the final duties, she did not die in the hospital, but wake up in the hospital. Yu found himself only scratches, very surprised, like getting killed Yen Chang identified as surprised - Yan died of a serious fall. Love this life of sin as a previous life, a nightmare to wake up is a chance of rebirth. Fortunately and unfortunately, the boundaries are often unclear. To see their faces, I could not help smiling. I know everything, do not tell them. After the accident I just took away the soul of the Yen, the time being to go back to my place in the back. No one can know that I had come, I only left a slight trace of the world. If someone wanted to know who you were,they also wanted to ask why I can know it.I'd been in the dark,but no one could be interesting in it.And I thought that Chen yu made me see that she got a new life chance through giving anythings up,and it could be taken by me.Although Yan wanted to whip in her,above all,she had to do it herself,but she lost her life.I could listen to everyones' hearts,but I didn't find out the ones what I could be interesting in. Well,it was so special during becoming a human although I was a evil.