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Hi,dear you.!glad to meet all of you here.I am jinn."jinn" has the similar pronunciation with the chinese character"静"which is my given name in chinese.

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October 9, 2010

Every time when happiness knocks at my door, I would in advance shut it up together with the window of my heart . Of course , I know it could bring me a wonderful time in my life. But I still choose to refuse it. Happy time is used to being short to me. It seems to be a rule that every time when I start to cherish something, it would be gone easily.I took dad’s love for granted before my high school studying, I though dad would do whatever for me that I could not to or forget to do, carrying heavy box, buying me what I need, shuting off bed light after I fell into sleep. He used to talk to other that I was his pride when he got drunk which I took as waffle. But I felt dad’s love, I did. I know for always I was the apple in dad’s eye. I had decided to spend a happy summer with dad and to be a good friend of dad. Bad new came that he had gone on a terrible morning in my first year of high school. I was dumbfounded, fell down to the floor and then bursted into tears. I cannot tell how long I kept silent after that and I am reluctant to remind that.There was once a boy treated me well as I was his princess. We did have some wonderful time. When I knitted him a scarf and decided to tell him my true feeling, he told me he has a girlfriend. How ridiculous!So many things make me afraid to accept the happiness. I am afraid by the time I am near the happiness, it will disappear suddenly. That is too terrible. I choose not accepting the happiness rather than losing it all of a sudden.

02:03 AM Oct 09 2010

Beatrice Chiu
Taiwan

Hmm...girl, I know how you feel. When you have hopes on someone...it disappear so quickly without our expectation. Cheer up, girl. We can go over it and find the happiness for ourselves again without men. :))

Take care :)

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