lacrimosa_shaw

I am growing up. In fact,i really enjoyed it. I used suffered from something. It`s caused me hate the world where i`m living,hate my family where i stay. Even hated the people some of them are around me. Because they were bitch. They were hurt me ,they let me know many things. The world of mine were not brighting anymore. My childhood not like fairy tales,it was a book about betray,quarrel and lies. Darkness  and loneliness. I know i am not the only person who get pain from it.
  The situation totaly changed at present. I am not a boy used to be. I am stronger than ever. I got power from book. It`s saved me when noebody can helped me. I used truned to my frineds and the teacher who i respect most. They tried their best. But i realiesd that noly myslef can help me. Until my 18th brithday, my best friend also my roommate gave me a book as a my 18th brithday. My mind cahnged at this moment. The book gave me power, let me know how special i am. Why you look down upon you? The power not just power now. It`s ability. A part of me. I don`t fear lose. It`s just a begining.
   Now it`s feel like ....my newly life. More ligtly and more slfe-confidence, the preesure is gone. Just the world with me.No one can cut me down. If you still look down upon me,i could say " You even don`t know who you are, because you are nothing!" I can handle my life. I am fucos on my duty. The true of me is back.
   I am back.   Hey     "Shaw is back, Stronger than ever!"