When you’re sad, lonely, sick, impoverished, worried, anxious, stressed, discouraged, cornered, harassed, ill, attacked, humiliated, abandoned, annoyed, disgusted, disappointed for the hypocrisy or the greed, or tired of the pleasures from the world; when you feel sick of evil, of betrayal, deceived, tired of greed, the filthiness, and all the awfulness in this life…, and when you wept face to ground completely demolished …, so, look Allah and commend to Him …. So…. You will see the difference.
Then life will have another meaning, then you will know His magnificence, His kindness, His loyalty, His marvelous wisdom, His mercy and His majesty …. Then you wont be able go away from Him anymore never again because if you do it, you’ll be totally lost …
It’s like if you’d walk in a piece of ice in a very dark place feeling the bones frozen, afraid to move and slip down for bad choices, but suddenly its like if u’d find a intense wonderful light that provides warm extremely nice, then, you wont want to leave that nice place and do not want to return to the intense dark cold of the dark …, its something like that.
It is when you know that it is not important to die, but the important is how you lived and your deeds. Now your life has meaning, now you have love, and even despite the trials in life, you know you’re not alone because Allah’s mercyful is aware of you.
Its hard for me to express my feelings, there are no words in my language that express what I feel, but I’ll try to do mis best… Could be smt like this:
Allah is my Creator, my protector, my strength, my Lord, my source of love, my source of hope, my source of joyful.
Allah is the reason why I have not died in this cruel and miserable world.
Allah is the only one with me when everyone leave me.
My heart is deeply grateful, my eyes, my ears, and brain are totally amazed every time I learn smt new abt my God.
May Allah increase our faith, give us submission, obedience, strength and wisdom in future trials in life and may Allah have mercy of us in doomsday. Amén.