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China
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what i expect in my life During my 20 years`life,i always feel confused and overwhelmed. To the prosperous society,i`m a kite gone beyond recall.I'm tired of my life now.Everyday I do the same old things,facing books,computer and boring class.I want to change my life.But I don't know how to change it.I even don't know what kind of life I want.Sometimes,i make great plans for the future, but in most cases, I only can fulfill very few of them,so i feel sad. Unfortunately,i`m a real perfectionist.On the other hand,i`m a aspirant man,i want advancement, honors and a high position.What a pity!I demand all,but have nothing.That`s the reason for my sorrow. Last winter vacation,i came to a village which surrounded mountain, there has a picturesque scenery,poeple all has a goodness of heart,despite they are poor and ignorant. Suddenly,i felt comfortable.I know what i expect in my life is tranquility.I like the mountain,the ghyll,the villager.I want to escape from the foppishly society.To be a man like Li Shutong,therefore,i decide to be a rural teacher.It can make me calm down in my life.Learn to be less ambitious by living a quiet life.Love what i love,do what i want to do.That`s the last way to find a good outlet. Is it a dream?I don`t know. Maybe it`s my fate.
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