on the table

Whatever can be permanent today, tomorrow might be on the table.

when i hear on the table  i remember a terms that our enemy use against us :all actions on the table :)

 oh. When I read the article about “the seasons change”, I want to cry. And then my eyes  were moist. I felt a kind of a pain. Yes, I cannot resist the time. in front of the time, I have no way. At the most of the time, I didn’t feel the passage of the time in the busy time especially after being a mom.

   Several days ago, there was a TV play named “ the first half of my life”. Thought I didn’t watch it , but I saw many comments on it. All it was about a mid-age woman’s destiny.  She had a luxurious life in the first half of her life, but was abandoned by his husband and then, she had nothing at all. Fortunately, she made her very effort once again, and she got her life she wanted at last. I know this is a play, which was a bit of fiction. But , as a mid-age woman, and two children’s mother, I felt I should no live such life which was no hard, no effort, no struggle, no passion. I need try to change something.  So everything was on the table.

     I try to sport, and make body building. I go to work on foot every day. I play the pingpong ball regularly.  why don’t do that?

I work  hard and seriously . I study hard on professional knowledge about my job in every spare time instead of having nothing to do. I study english in order to know more about the world. Increasing my horizons and knowledge.

Oh, how did it end for me? I don’t know. At least, now, I feel good at everything.  It is very different from before. I would think, at least, I ever had tried hard to live without regrets within my limited life.