art of living blog

i am waiting for my exams :D just pray for me becoz i didnt study at all during the year=)) tommorrow i have c++ exam and i dont know anything about its graphic!!

not feeling good enough! i have split up with my friend becoa i didnt want to talk with him more longer!i thi just feel that i wasted my time over the previous year every thing had went wrong and i had lost many things...i could do better:| he told me that he loved me but i never had loved him and i wasted my time on him. i never wana to love a boy!:| i really do think that i need God to help me!the one that i had loved(still i do!)but i have lost it and now feel that i can not even tolerat my breaths! life is so great and treated me as good as possible but the one who made mistakes was me!i know theres never too late to mend but i think i may do mistakes again and again as i always do:|i dont want to be more isolated from my self and loos my sight on the world ..........i am a little worried :-)