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Oh melancolía, ¿por qué no te vas?

¿Por qué quieres permanecer por tanto?

 Honestamente, estoy luchando, pero no notan cómo tú  me pegas

 tan duro todos los días.

 Siempre intento mantener la calma y parecer tranquila

 Que mis arrugas de la frente ni los ojos parpadean,

 pero muy dentro mi corazón pincha.

 ¿Significa esto que soy importante? 

 ¿Significa esto que soy amado por ti?

You are nice to me, but I've never payed your friendliness back.
You always comfort me, but in return I'm just a pain in your ass.         
 I was supposed to love you not hurt you.
 I was supposed to adore you with your might, but I was cold as ice.
 I am wicked and will still be wicked without your loving gaze and holy grace.

I am like a worthless stone being thrown at the bulwark.

I must be strong to endure so many falls.

My hardiness is only skin deep, it is easily broken.

Now, I don't understand.  

Why  am I still being thrown around? 

Why can't I continue living untouched?