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March 30, 2011
Today, it is supposed to be an auspicious day, one of my colleagues in Administration department is going to hold their wedding ceremony tonight. Chinese people love to pick up some special auspicious day to launch some important things. So I love the wedding day, which there is something good expected to happen.
But, today is terrible. I was blamed by my boss again for my merchandiser’s mistake. I don’t know why so many production problems happened these several weeks; and I don’t know why I have to shoulder the responsibility for mistake which have nothing to do with me.
And the matter is, I found I lose myself in this company, I can not find my position and start to doubt my ability. So frustrated!
When I was a merchandiser half a year ago, all the things are simple and easy, and the key point is I needn’t report to my boss directly and shoulder responsibility for the order, even though my own mistake. And boss appreciated me all the time. But things change since I turned to sale department and work as a sale.
I know I should not complained anyone or anything, the point is myself, I have to improve myself and gain my boss’ confidence again.
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