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Nicte ha
Mexico
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My dear Sabah:
Part II:
I was totally despair, my boss throw me to the street with no money with nothing, my body and my soul was totally hurt, and i was bleeding so much. That was not much, just i saved enough this year in the company for an unexpected situations, around $6,000.00 american dollars. But the company kept all my saved money.
We had no food, no bread. I was very very sad. But, suddenly, Diane appears in my life trough messenger.
I dunno how, i dunno why, but she added me. First she asked me if i was interesting in learnign about Allah.
I told her how much I was suffering. But she told me what snt Quouram says, that pain can clear our sins, because a broken heart, Allah wont never despise.
She asked me to be strong and to keep me away from resent. She asked me to avoid bad thoughts. And, even, she help us sending money and books from her country.
I told her thank u but, after this money finishes, we will die, coz we have nothing, and this could last months before i found another job!
She told me: sister, u must learn to trust completely in Allah, coz it is not me who is helping you. This is Allah helping you through me. So, during this hard test: Trust him sister!!
I closed my eyes and trusted Allah, she taught me how to pray and when I did, I cried deeply in sadness, she told me cry sister, cry and clear ur sins.
I fell down face on the floor, but I hold her hand trough the messenger.
Then, I recovered the calm. And, 10 days later i found a new job, but not just me, also my daughter found a good one as assistant doctor in a veterinary, (that’s her career).
Alamdulillah we have now food, house, and warm clothes, but that it not important., coz I found the most greatful teasure in this world: I learned to trust in Allah completely, and that, ohhh that has no price!!!!
I sent u my happy heart to u as usually!!
luzma
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