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November 21, 2009
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I'm writing this entry on my pc in my computer room at Bandung while my mom is talking behind in a balcony, taking care of her flowers. She is talking about Dad, she sounds sad...uaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh! I hate life, life is full of pain.

I just got back from my daughters school activities, they were doing such a simulation exercise for haj pilgrimage for kids, it was under school's belt once a year. And guess what who was calling me today, a girl named Ama Barlianny, and she is my ex husband "victim", haha...(oops..I hope she won't read this, and I should've not laugh on her) I'm sorry for her honestly, but after our nice chat, we laugh about being such a fool. Actually she is not the first woman who called me because of my ex husband's bad attitude, (well why you guys keep calling me?? I'm his ex!!) She added me on my facebook today and when I saw her manicdepressive postings, I got nothing to say, cause I've been there before, when someone is fallin for someone who gave you such a pain, there is no need to give some advices.

That woman is 30 years old, at least she is older than me, I thought she was another young woman who got influenced by terrible flattery of my ex husband. Fiuuuh...well, at least I was 23 when I got tricked.

She wants me to meet her on Monday after office hour at Dunkin' Donut Sarinah,umm...I've been trying to forget all the bad memories, but I don't know, she needs help (but who cares??) but...maybe I gotta see her. I know exactly how she's feeling right now!       

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November 19, 2009
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I really god damn sleepy...I don't even got my extra energy to write this blog. I got a new experience last night, I did hang out till one o'clock in the morning, can you believe that? I never do that before, since I was born (hehe) 9 pm is my deadline of my night life from my parents. I never get my self calm if I were outside late. Actually I was kind of freak the rules out.

I always ask my friends here to get me out till the morning comes in a discotheque or just to enjoy the night life (I live alone here in Jakarta, so I made my own curfew) but no one disposed, cause they always got a good girl taq on my forehead.

I got hang out with my new friend last night, he's good, nice looking but YOUNGER than me! Note to self! We just have a chat in a spot around my environment here with a cup of coffee and hot orange, it's a cool place, a place that never got sleep!

I really enjoy my first night life, maybe next time I will browse Jakarta after midnight on vehicle. That sounds great! 

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November 17, 2009
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I've lost my id and access card of my office yesterday, I thought I dropped it somewhere. Panic stricken, I was looking for it everywhere, fortunately on that day I haven't gone anywhere except from the meeting room down floor and got my lunch at my room (thanks for this rainy season).  I've browsed the corridor, rest room, searched it under my desk, my friends' desk..everywhere...but all ended in an empty hand. So I decided to go home with that weighing on feeling.

On my way home, I stopped by at a book store... I didn't have no focused on my daughters' order...so I sent some massages to some friends through my cell phone. But no one knew about my access card. I kept pushing my friend to tell me about my access card because I felt something was wrong cause I know when someone's fibbing..hehe...

About an hour ago, when I came to my room, I asked my friend to lend me her access card because I wanna use it to down floor so I can check the meeting room, where is I got a meeting yesterday. But she didn't want to lend it...ummm??? but I kept push her..and haha...finally she admitted that she got my access card and hide it somewhere...ufff.....and then she got nagging about my careless. My dear friend....

Anywaaaaay..........I got another kick of meeting tomorrow............aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrg!!!!!

 

 

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