blueler's Blog

"What the chances are that you are
the person of my dreams". Truthfully, I
think the chances are pretty good.
That is why I am still here. Is it a
certainty? Absolutely not, but at
this point, I haven't seen (pun
intended) anything that tells me you
are not The One. I am quite taken
with you. I am fully aware that
someday you may decide to shoot me
down in a blaze of glory. I
understand that. I know you may
develop a romantic interest in some
else that requires ending the romantic
possibilities with me. I accept
that. I also know that it is possible
that I may decide you are not quite
the person that I am looking for. If
that were to happen, that would be
very, very difficult for me to do. I
understand the risks and rewards of
going forward may be huge. I am far
more worried about losing out because
I didn't open myself up to you than
being hurt because I did. I have made
my decision, I am willing to take my
chances.

In terms of where we are three months
from now. I guess a lot will depend
on what happens when we meet. I am
expecting to want to give you a BIG
HUGE long hug, in friendship, if
nothing else. I really don't feel any
concerns in terms of being
disappointed in your looks. I think
you have had an opportunity to see
around eight pictures of me. My
understanding so far, is that you have
liked what you have seen. I don't see
conversation being a problem since we
seem to do fine on the phone, without
the visual cues and body language of
being face to face. I know we are
both interested in giving and
receiving physical affection, I
believe that would similarly flow to
warmth in intimacy if, someday in the
future, we were ever to reach that
level. I think both of us have shown
an interest in being flexible towards
the interests of the other. I would
expect that I would be bringing you
flowers and writing you letters, notes
and e-mails. I anticipate three or
four months from now we will be very
close. I am not seeing the hitch...

Should we not make it as a romantic
couple, who knows what the
possibilities may be as friends. I
can't say. My hope would be that we
could be friends, but there is a
possibility hurt feelings and wounded
hearts would not allow for a close
friendship.

Both romantically and as friends,
there are no guarantees in life.

I hope I have addressed your
concerns. If not, maybe we could
discuss this further.

Modern life is a struggle-a struggle to gain monetary rewards, comfort, and luxury. Instead of bringing happiness, this lifestyle brings anxieties and stress. There are important moments in everyone's life when all materials things are of little value when compared to the mental or spiritual joy of detachment from worldly things. (to be continued)