My Blooming Life

Just now I received a call from A. He's one of my clients. It's a very brief call which has nothing to do with working, just saying hi.

Sometimes I've no idea what to say when he calls me besides  work stuff, although I love to talk to him.

With all my heart, he's not my type. So I guess it's mystery resulting from distance between us and his voice, which sounds like a real man, that make me love to talk to him.

A few weeks ago I was waiting for two guys’ response. Checking the email box was my first thing to do in the every early morning. However I was disappointed to find nothing inside. 

Then I made myself forget it little by little. Email box wasn’t checked for some days. I didn’t look forward to receiving any response any more. But yesterday, one guy sent me an email and the other gave me a call at night. I’m happy at this. 

So something I figured out is, if you want to grab something too much, you can’t have it. On the contrary, when you stop focusing on it, transferring your attention to something else, you’d find, surprisingly, that something you want has come to you. That’s when you know it belongs to you after all. 

I guess what I’m trying to say is, please relax whatever you want to do, just be yourself. You are supposed to get what you should get. Am I right?