where is the happiness

What on earth cause me unhappy

I don’t know why.

I don’t know how to adjust myself

I don’t know how to make it to the end.

We had shopping yesterday I bought some bras and one dress for my baby, I got home at lunch time, you didn’t make lunch for both adults and my baby. I asked you what’s the lunch for my baby, I was shocked when I got your answer, the left-over rice and egg. How could it be?

I worry my baby’s health, she is growing up both her physical body and her intelligence.

I feel so sad……

I am unhappy…..

Although I understand it’s a hard job to take care of a little baby, once you done, you should try your best to make it perfect.

Who is to be blamed?

We must work to making earning to support the family.

The early morning of yesterday, I also made a remittance to my father-in-law, because you are asking my month-in-law go back hometown, you just need money. What a big shame! Most of the grandma and grandpa take is as a proud to take care their grandson, but you took it as a money-earning method. Forgive me to use such a word.

I was hurt. I really feel the tough life I don’t like.

There are a lot of pressure under me for the new position, after work, I don’t want to go back home. Tomorrow will be the first day for the new position, not sure the future will be bright or dark, tears are in the eye, just try to keep it inside.

A was joining the team building activity held in HK, send the message to me : how are you? Does your baby’s issue settled? I reply: it’s ok. not very bad… so simple…

Don’t show concern to me please, I am easy to enjoy it, but I won’t.