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Well, I'd had a sense of what result I might get. Rejection, rejection, endless rejection. How exactly the f**k life on earth gonna  torture me!!! I've got insomnia these days, and I must go to the admin office tomorrow early morning, maybe with tears explaining my complex situation to that not-kindly lady. All the other work have to be suspended and piled in the worst case that I don't want to reckon at all! God, could you pls give me an easy way, and I return you a big cuddle if you prefer. Please stop bad back luck anymore, and I have to be tougher, stronger against something really squeaky clean but subtle enough to kick my ass! Just kind of hazard to go for support tomorrow. God bless me!