can't do it

I hate lie and agree me something can't do it .why he always agree me give me what or take go where or agree me what time can arrived where. he always can't do it .sometimes I'm very angry . want say goodbye to him .but i don't know why ? i have some don't want .what is love ???? maybe it will have more better bf can appear in my future life . It's just maybe .But i just want hearfelt bf .If i can't find better it's ok . i don't care . i can by myself in my life.I'm feel tried and sad . If boy is more not good?........