the feel at this moment!~

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                   the feeling at this moment is "a desire to die."~ why?    i just finished the important exams --which i did not care much about it...!    No careness is impossible ...these weeks ...just so many assignments and and exams approached..that make me crazy..make me dull.......

      i wanna  pour these feeling out..but here is nobody giving his or her  shoulder   to me .!  

   i feel say...now..just this moment...maybe tomorrow...is a another day..actually...it is ...i really miss someone...but he is not online now...then ..i am sad lonely  with myself...