My butty place
China
February 16, 2008
Nine days later,I have to go back my college__a gloomy and unhappy place.It likes that every time before I came back to school,every time I buy the ticket in depot,every time I leave my lovely home and my parents, I feel very sad and depressed.I doubt my original choice which I didn’t decide to review again and again,no one can tell me my choice is right or wrong.All in all,I don’t like my college life at all,I am sick of everything about my college.I’m an outgoing girl who always laugh heartily before entered my gloomy college,but now,I’m a chill person who seldom show the smiling expression.I’m a good talker who like making friends before entered my gloomy college,but now,I’m a quiet person who don’t like speak any words.I’m an active girl who often take part in different activity before entered my gloomy college,but now,I’m a numb person who don’t interested in any exercise.I’m an optimistic girl who hold beautiful hopes about my future before entered my gloomy college,but now,I’m a pessimistic person who lost the direction of life.I don’t know why these changes happened,but I really really hate myself after changing very much.Maybe these changes due to I am unsatisfied about my college,I am very disappointed about my college life and the environment of this school.I am lose myself,my future even my human life thoroughgoing.How can I do?What can I do?Maybe I need a lot of time and a quiet place to think sth.Maybe I shoudn’t give up all hope.Maybe I can change my life by myself.I’ll make an extra effort,I’ll never say give up!
February 1, 2008
I believed that there are true love in the world when I was a little girl,but now,as a girl in my twenty,I don’t believe true love any more.
I expect to meet my Mr Right in a romantic way when I was a child,but now,as a sentimental girl,I doubt wheather I can come across my idea man in the future.
Six years ago,I was fond of a boy who was three years older than me.I worried about his health when he was smoking,I cried for his pain when he was fighting with others,I leaped for joy when he won a basketball match.That’s my childish but sincere love.I loved him so much but he just treated me as his best friend.Sb. told me that he was not only a playboy but also a opaque and he didn’t want to hurt me.I don’t know weather it’s true or not,but I loved him for three years as before.I often shed tears when I missed him.
After that I never loved anyone,maybe my Mt. Right haven’t not yet appeared,maybe everything I can do now is studing well and waiting patiently…
January 5, 2008
I thought this topic carefully,it's for me that my idea husband must be taller than m- e,I like tall boy because he can give me sense of security.It's no matter weather he is handsome or not,but I hope he is tidy enough and his hairstyle or clothes must be brimming with vigour.Undoubtely,he must be a humorous,considerate and good tempered man.I'm a sentimental girl,I often feel sorry,upset or something when I encounter some brokenherted things.When I have something happy,I want he smil-e what I smiling;when I'm tired I want he stay by my side and give me his shoulder;when I'm crying,I want he give me his warm hug and told me some joke to make m-e happy again.I'm a childish girl,I don't know how to take care of myself very well and how to deal with something difficult,I need his patient consideration,help and a-dvise when I'm in a predicament.
This is my idea husband in my imagine,a good men who treat me as if he were my elder brother.
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01:24 AM Jan 07 2008 |
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Ericzbw
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I wonder where Xinyang College is. |
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02:53 AM Jan 05 2008 |
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waterlee
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