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                     Love  is…    

    Abruptly, I want to write sth. about love. From the first time I was fond of sb. to now, as a girl in my twenty, I think I know what love is.
    Love is that you often miss him whenever you are happy, sad, enrich or lonely. You long to see him again even you saw him just a few minutes ago.
    Love is that you’ll smile when you see his smile, you’ll cry if you see him crying.
    Love is that you’ll be very happy like a little deer when he’s beside you, but maybe you feel heartache when you meet him with another girl.
    Love is that you pray everday result from you want to lend his hand thoughtout your life. Nevertheless, you’ll lose hold his hand undoubtedly even though you still love him. Your heart will possible break but you forced to fake a smile because you don’t want to let him tell your weakness and you hope he can seek his happiness freely without any burden about you.
    Love is that you always support his decision whatever it is,  you always stand by his side and never mind whether his decision will hurt you or not.You just give your love and best wishes to him. When he don’t need you any more, he don’t love you any more, you still give him your sincere smile and blessing.
    That is love…

    Goodbye  My  Past    

It seems that I seldom abandon myself to my cherish memory any more. I try my best to forget the past, all the things no matter happiness, sadness, smile or traes. I just want to cherish the life and the person around me at present. I’m unwilling to call the past to mind, after all, they are just a part of recollection which makes me face my future weakly. I used to make a decision to hide them deeply in my heart, I think that I did it. I smile at present and I’ll smile in the future, I’ll face up to all the difficulties on my way to achieve my dream. I beileve an old saying which gose that: Heven helps who help themselives.
    Goodbye, my past; goodbye, my highshool; goodbye, my weakness and goodbye, my puppy love.
    I’ll spend everyday smilingly and heroically, I’ll welcome my bright future happily and wait for my idea man quietly.A ZA!

            Because of him 

  I saw a boy yesterday when I bought things in the supermarket,he looks very like the boy I fall in love for six years.Suddenly,I felt my heart ache as if sb. stick a knife in my heart.I don't know why I can't forget him up to now,I also don't find out the reason why I can't fond of sb. else,maybe,it's just because of him.     Everytime I came back hometown,I always hoping to come across to him,but everytime waitting for me was disappointed.I often thought that weather I should love him or not.     Because of him,I came to know the meaning of said and gloomy;because of him,I seldom showed my smile to people around me any more;because of him,I often burst into tears after awaked from the dreams;because of him,I didn't believe I can happy forever.     All and all,just because of him...