act as a kid

Well, of course I am not a kid any longer, after graduating from the university for nearly one year's time, but I still imagine to act just like a kid, a little boy. Maybe it's because I have no other choices but only act this way. Maybe the reason is that I am just such a person all the time, no matter whether I ever realized it or not. Maybe sometimes I would rather to be a kid, in this big world. Also I am trying to change myself, to make me act more maturelly, to be more like a real man. But, still, it didn't work well and I am still the one I used to be.

Why not try to accept it, just act as a kid, when you can.

As time flows, we are growing older and older, we have to face many things, we have to deal with lots of different troubles, we have to worry sometimes. So, frankly, it is not an easy thing to be able to act like a kid, without anything to worry about, without a gf to take care of, without a family to support, without a fame to sustain. Right? When I came back alone from my office, after staying up a little in the evening, I always weared my earphone, listening to the songs stored in my phone, thus, all the noise outside the earphone and all the people out of my ear were just isolated by music. In fact, i was also isolated~~~

But at that time, I could feel cool. Imagine that one perpon, walk in the dark street, wearing earphone in the ears, listening to the songs in the phone, with his hands in the trousers' pockets, without so much to worry about, without many things to care of. Because I am still young, just leaving the school life. But I know that I cann't be young all the time, and I have to grow up to arrange a family or something like this, I must establish my profession to support myself and a home. So many things to do for me in the future, so many~~~

Can I? Surely, but you need time~

Act as a kind, as long as you can. Know what, you cannot be a kid, all the time.