love my angel

these days feel so confused,I don't know what can I do.I want to leave the city and go with him,but It's so difficult.Now I am 22,but I can not have my own life,they just want me to earn much more money  because I gratuated from an university.But they never know the pressure to me is so terrible,I like free,I need free.thouth every day I work with forigners,my english is still so poor.I must study.before i want to learn Arbic,but it's so difficult that I gave up.I have not a good teacher,I must learn from myself.