Not happy as I am...

I have called my mom yesterday, when I took my feet stepped into my house.. And as usual before doing things, except open my shoes (but not put them on the right place) I would call my daughters. The first voice that I catch saying hello must be my daughters, either it's the big or my lil' one. But yesterday my mom picked the phone...She sounds tired, I asked her and she told me that my sister had went to Surabaya, so she lived her two kids with my mom...can you imagine? I can't imagine that my sister had the heart to do that. So my mom must take a good care of 4 kids at the same time. FYI my maid not coming home yet since Iedul Fitri.

I got my heart so sorrow and feels like I wanna go home and take care of my own babies. I just can't stop think, once I recalled about what my mom said when I was in Bandung, she asked me to marry person that not just because I fall for but also someone that already settle in financial and before I have my own home I better not get marry. She said that sounds joking.

But I know why my mom said that. My sister has husband but they live in my mom's home, and why you do get married if you still depend on your parents.

well, I haven't called my mom yet...I better do...