hopeless

       i  have  no  idea  why some people  can do so  many things they  want ,but me it seems that  anything is difficult  for me  .i  can not  do anything  well.sometimes  i hate myself.i hate my useless.i don't  kwon why i have that feeling. maybe there is  no success in my life.i wish that i  could  be  a  butterfly ,no vexation,just flying  and flying.