Luv U Divya Love Story 1

Hi guys i m in Love but i cant express my feeling with her. Because of that i m really depressed and frustrated. So I dont know what to do.I feel lonely without her and lost without her. I really love her from the bottom of my Heart i really love her but i dont known what she thinks about Me.Even I M ready to Marry with Her. I propose her with the help of sister she is really close to my sister because they r good friendz. what ever i think about her i should tell to my sister and then she told to her.But we havent talk even 1 time also on face.And thats really hurts Me. I m Shy to talk with Her. And even i dont know what she think about Me. I really love her because this my first love,Even she is good Girl, Beautifull and even i like her attitude she is the Girl all ever I wanted. And even i Pray for her every morning and nite on my knies for 1hrs it gets time more than 1hrs my knies get so painfull that I cannot explain that Pain. But if my Pain is good for Her, I m ready to suffer more pain just for Her.Without her i m nothing I feel to Cry nooo I have Cryied many Time for Her. BecauseI Love Her . I Love Her But she is not UNDERSTANDING MY LOVE FOR HER. Thats why i Cry.25th dec the christmas day i was waiting for her that she will come and wish Me. But i was wrong she didnt came.This was the first Christmas that i cried i pray for her till 2:35am .But next day my sister told Me that she want to come and wont to wish U. Because there was so many people that she afraid to come and wish Me. so she told my sister tell Me Happy Christmas it was happy day for Me ,But on christmas day she even not c ome out from home for not even 1 time also I really dont understand this Girl .But no matter I always Love Her.But something is wrong I dont no what .My younger sister is Not Helping this was the only way for Me .