Feeling lonely

 To be honest, I used to be such kind of people who are usually alone but not lonely ,but now, I feel really lonely. It really makes me feel upset. You know, when you are misunderstanding by someone , of course you want to express yourself, but when there is no one else can chat with you, what will you think?

  Actually, I didn't mean to pay no attention to others. But there is so many things in my hands that I can't handle all of them unless I use some of the time when they are chatting. As a young girl, of course, I want to be attractive . But why can't they once think for me?

  I am not one of them. Because they all have lots of money and cleverer brains. They are able to digest all the knowlege the teachers says.But I can't. And I must learn better as I must go to the best university to study and to work. I am the hope of my family!

  Still, I 'm still alone, and lonely still, too.