decision

i decided to go back to Nanning and then go to Qinzhou to woo him, my tall guy.  i don't want to leave any regret.   my friends told me he was very different in mental.   he refuses to talk on me.   if some one mentions me he will get quick anger then leave.   he change his mobil number.  it seems that he wants to eliminate me from his life.   i decided to give up everything.  it's  only him who i really want to cherish and love forever.   last night i dreamt him and his leaving.   i waked up suddenly in the late night.  i was too afraid to think.   blank, blank, blank...  i decided to go back to woo him just like he wooed my love in the past.   i will show he how i care about him.   make him happy.