my life

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,
I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down
I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well
I hope it helps me now.
I hope the God will help me
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself
I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

~ I am Strong because I am weak ~

I am Beautiful because I know my flaws ~

I am a Lover because I have been afraid ~

I am Wise because I have been foolish ~

And I can Laugh because I've know sadness

 ~ MOST OF ALL ~

YOU are amazing just as you are, Trust God has BIG plans for you... Trust and have Faith

~~ AL HAMDULILLAH~~ 

my fake world has failed this time and from different times... 

i need to start from 0. 

having new beginning but how ?  

really i dont know how i have to start ?

why did i have to forgive all those mistakes ?? 

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets ... 

everything happen for a reason .. 

but i wanna feel love from the way i will be  treated but not from just saying or hearing that word ... cz its not enough ... 

i wanna recoup my past. go back to the light and never being in the black ... 

need for a new beginning but how ????