Dear NabilaSh, Thanks for your very kind posting,I agrre to your first part of answer very much,there are two ways of life the first & common is to behave according to siuations & person standing before you but in that case we miss our original,& a person who has seen his original face is unable to behave in that way because he can see the contra ditions in his or her behaviour & most of the people are unable to recognise their original face. I know the tacts to hide my original feelings but it is like toturing myself.. when I know I am speaking lies how can I enjoy that. I know my few friends who enjoy that too but I don't agree with all of them,so I have decided to go alone.. It is really a very difficult path but I have been moved upon this by the existence. The only tragedy with me is that I can't make understand to my very near person my wife, there is only one person in my life whom I lie nor do I wish to drop out of my life,she has become part of my life so how can I drop ?may be good or bad or challange for me.But I have decided to drop my that one part of my life which belongs to her so as to remove her objections, as a respect to her views. I want to share with all that I have learnt in my whole experiments with realities I want to make my friends aware of the facts that we are not living original life,the people who are not married yet do have the capacity to realise the facts before entering into contract of marriage.. Although I don't have any capacity to guide anyone but I feel some connection with whole existence & humans & friends, so I want to open eyes of my friends so as to see contradictions of life. The happines which we enjoy is very costly, we loose our real self & certainly we can enjoy blissfulness which is our real inner .. when we can afford to live according to our real inner only then we can be fullfilled.
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