TO MET PEOPLE ON THE NET OR TO TRY TO BE FRIENDS WHITH THEM. YOU CAN CONSIDER IT. BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THEM YOU JUST SEE THEIR WORDS OR PHRASIS. SO THE REALITY IN THIS CASE EXPECT THE FICTION. SO FRIENDS THAT YOU KNOW THAT YOU MEET THAT YOU ARE WHITH THEM IN A SAME PLACE IS GOOD. TO BE BEHIND A COMPUTER IT's not good for some people . and meet people that you don't know in reality is also not a good thing. it depand on the environnement that you are or that you lived in. the technologies for me is a mean not a hole thing not the objectif!!!! SO TO TRY TO TAKE SOME THING FROM IT ENVIRONNEMENT IS ALWAYS BAD FOR IT. SO TO BE BEHIND A COMPUTER ALL THE TIME IS NOT A THING FOR ME !!!!!! I TRYED BUT I JUST CAN'T. I FEEL CLOSED TO MY SELF SOME SADNESS IS RELATED ON THIS COMPUTER AND ON THIS ENVIRONNEMENT AND ON THAT PEOPLE WHAT THEY SAY WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT THEIR THOUGHT OR PERSONALITY OR I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS AFFECTING ME IT DISTROY ME I WASN'T LIKE THAT NO MORE I WAS OPTIMIST HAPPY I TRUSTED ON MY FUTURE ON MY ABILITIES BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL GOOD WHITH THIS BOX !!!!!!. SORRY THERE ARE MAY BE A GOOD PEOPLE HERE A TRUST WORTHY ONE . BUT IT IS NOT THE LIFE THAT I IMAGINE BEHIND A BOX !!!!!!! TO RETURN SAD AT HOME DISTROYED CLOSED WHITH NO FRIENDS !!!!! THIS IS JUST IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME JUST IMPOSSIBLE. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE THAT I IMAGINED OR WANT NO THIS IS MY DEATH !!!!!!!!! YES THIS IS MY DEATH. I CAN NOT JUST CAN NOT . IF I HAD 83 YEARS MAY BE I WILL CHOOSE THIS BOX BUT I THINK THAT I PREFER TO DIE NEAR MY OWN FAMILLY SURROUNDED OF FRIENDS REAL ONE. GOD IN THIS BOX I THINK TO DEATH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no people am alive and till young i will not distroy my life and my future in this box. it hung me hung me hung me. am sorry i can't. i was asking my self why am i sad what the thing that make me pessimist in life in the future i don't see my future in that box i just see my death.
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