pursuing a girl is really troubles me

 I begin  to be bored with thinking what the girl i like is thinking ,  i find the hard course has cut down my interst !  It is first time that I can accept  the fact  that  i do not have a girlfriend  at college !

sorry ,i didn't express it clearly ,i never have a friend ,because  i met with something sad ,so  i don't want to think it to much  when i write this article. Everything is ok now, but still thank you for helping me !