Nighty´s Blog >.<
China
June 6, 2009
it's weired. sometimes you have so many people around you, but you still feel the loneliness inside of you...
You want to say what you think, but you are also afraid that nobody will listen to you. Or that they may don't understand you. Or that they want to leave your side because they think you are kind of crazy. every feel something like that?
At the end, the truth is not interesting to anyone anyway. Be honest, the gossips are always much more important to the people, right? guessing around, feeling better after talking bad about someone, maybe one of your best friend but who cares. It's really sad how breakable some friendships are. (If you can call somthing like this "friendship")
Of course, I believe that there are exceptions too. I admire these people, really. To tell the truth, I also envy them.
It's hard that nobody can understand what you are thinking, it's dangerous that maybe some people just want to take advantage of you, it's tiresome to look for a real friend over and over again. It's maybe better to just be alone, but that would make me even more lonely, right?
And there is of course the thing called "love". If it's hard to find a honest friend, how hard is it to find the true love?
It's difficult to be always happy. Do you know the film called "pursuit of happiness" with the main actor Will Smith? a great film, and so, so damn true...
Huges Nighty >.<
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10:14 PM Jun 15 2009 |
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Otto Wang
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hsuan chang
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May 24, 2009
somehow... my life just now seems to be so boring. There is no action, no love life (I think I will write about it later... It´s always complicated if it´s about love isn´t it?), no adventures. I mean, the biggest events in this week was my physik test and the family meeting.
I think something should change...
But well, I´m happy. There is nothing I can complain of. The school is stressful and I still want to lose weight and to stop my growth- everything is like it always should be and I´m still the same person I was. It´s easy. It´s cool.
Is this happiness?
should we love our lifes and live it without worries and be happy because we don´t need to live it with worries? (wow, that´s a confusing sentence isn´t it? =) ) Should we be satisfied with everything we have?
But on the other site... come on, that life would be so boooooooring! I´m 16 and not 60. I can change everything in my life in one second and that´s why my life is so exciting, right? I want more challenges... I want to see the world. Damn, I´m young and I want experience everything!
... but as always, saying is easier than doing.
wish me luck :D
Huges
Nighty >_< (I`M BAAAAACK :))
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06:44 AM May 25 2009 |
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pizzachuwave
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01:21 PM May 24 2009 |
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B.E.B.
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February 6, 2009
you know, they always say that you should fulfill your dreams. they say that you will be happy if you are sucessful, if not, you should just work harder.
but they never tell us what we should fulfill... what should be our dreams? what means happiness? Or just: how can we be happy??
is it money? love? power? or knowledge? family? friends? I mean, you can look for it your life long, but at the very end, you maybe find the wrong one. What happens if your dreams come true and you are still not happy at all?? they never told us that in school. Just work hard and be ambitious, always be the best one...
is that really the key to my happiness??? somehow I doubt it...
But if you ask me: what´s your idea of happiness? I can just say: I don´t know. I have no idea. How should I? I was a good kid all my life long. I have always tried to do the right thing, be rational and hard-working. because my family always says that it will bring me happiness one day. And I believe that my family just wants the best for me, so there is no reason to question it.
But now I´m questioning it...
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02:13 PM Feb 06 2009 |
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Spartan
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