Nighty´s Blog >.<

Who said once that my life is boring?? Oh right, what was me :D ok, now I´m writting this to proof that I have made a mistake... My life is not boring at all!

I have written my second german exam today... just if you don´t know, I have gotten a reeeaaaally bad mark on my last exam, so i hope, no I pray to god, that I have done it well this time. I have learned a lot and it would be so unfair if I get a bad mark again. Not to mention that my mom would kill me. And I mean it, she would KILL me... I know it´s annoying always talking about school, but it´s really important for me! I know, I don´t have a social (private) life at all and I´m just a geek. But hey, at least a geek with bad marks.

Next week I have a math exam and few days later a latin exam and then a physics test and than a france exam and and and... after all the troubles, we will have christmas!! juhuuu :)

I was on a cancer presentation today afternoon. It was pretty interesting... well, to tell you the truth, I overslept a small part of it (I swear, I only slept for 10 min.!! One of the professors has such a low voice and... it was like brain washing. I´m also only a human and I have learned a lot for german yesterday) , but the big part was interesting. Especially the part with the immune system.

Red pepper spray- my mom gave me that today. Somehow I can understand her, I´m like a big magnet, which always attracts weirdos. maybe I´m just too nice ^^

 well well... I´m going to sleep now, good night!

Nighty >.< 

Ohhhh I´m so stressed out!! I have a german test tomorrow and I know that i´m gonna have a bad mark :S

I was never that good in german. I mean I have started to learn it since only 5 years. I´m creative and I can write good essays, but I´m gonna make mistakes and then the teacher will say: Helen, it´s a great story (essay), but I´m sorry you have made too many grammar mistakes again. OHHH I HATE SCHOOL

 My best friend Anam failed in the latin exam and she has to repeat the class. She said she will change school because if she  take the class in our school again, she would be in the class of her younger sister and that´s really embarrasing.         I can understand her and her feelings, but it´s sooo sad that she is gonna leave our class. I would be very lonely and I would miss her a lot. I can just hope that we can still stay in contact if she is in another school. It would be horrible if I cann´t see her ever again.

I have cried a lot today... my eyes are still red and I look like a tomato!!  >.<' 

It´s hard to be a student and it´s harder to be a good student. (Un)furtunately I have to be a good one. what am I talking :) I believe there are many good students out there and they all have a more difficult life than mine. Life is unfair, live it and win or let it be and lose. You can never reach your dreams if you just sit around. Fightspirit, that´s what I need.

sooo, I think I´m gonna learn german now. bye~~

Crybaby Nighty ^.^ 

it´s a british ( I think ) nursery rhyme...

I don´t really understand why, but I think it has a special style  and i loooove it. 

there was a crooked man,

who walked a crooked mile.

He found a crooked sixpence

upon a crooked stile.

He bought a crooked cat,

who caught a crooked mouse.

And they all lived together 

in a little crooked house...

cute isn´t it >.<

all right, good night children  ^.^

Nighty