I have got an A+ in german... O_o

Seriously, I´m not kidding...

I have got a A+ for my german exam!! On the first one I have got a F (a F- to be honest :S) and now an A+... I swear, I´m not lieing. It´s almost a miracle. No, actually IT IS a MIRACLE. It proofs again that if you work hard enough, you can get everything you want. The teacher said that I will get a B or C in my school report. yepii :D

But am I happy? I donn´t know... I´m still depressiv and sad and my head is still aching... What´s wrong with me? I always want to get an A in german and I have worked so hard for it... Why am I not happy?? I should laugh and dance around like a idiot. I should scream out loud and go out with my friends again, like I always do after a good thing happens. 

maybe I´m just tired... That´s must be the answer...

 well... wish you all the best, who ever you are :)

huges

Nighty Z.Z