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Ohhhh I´m so stressed out!! I have a german test tomorrow and I know that i´m gonna have a bad mark :S

I was never that good in german. I mean I have started to learn it since only 5 years. I´m creative and I can write good essays, but I´m gonna make mistakes and then the teacher will say: Helen, it´s a great story (essay), but I´m sorry you have made too many grammar mistakes again. OHHH I HATE SCHOOL

 My best friend Anam failed in the latin exam and she has to repeat the class. She said she will change school because if she  take the class in our school again, she would be in the class of her younger sister and that´s really embarrasing.         I can understand her and her feelings, but it´s sooo sad that she is gonna leave our class. I would be very lonely and I would miss her a lot. I can just hope that we can still stay in contact if she is in another school. It would be horrible if I cann´t see her ever again.

I have cried a lot today... my eyes are still red and I look like a tomato!!  >.<' 

It´s hard to be a student and it´s harder to be a good student. (Un)furtunately I have to be a good one. what am I talking :) I believe there are many good students out there and they all have a more difficult life than mine. Life is unfair, live it and win or let it be and lose. You can never reach your dreams if you just sit around. Fightspirit, that´s what I need.

sooo, I think I´m gonna learn german now. bye~~

Crybaby Nighty ^.^