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Turkey
May 28, 2012
5 years ago when I first entered the door of my department building, it was a whole new world to me, so giant, different and brandnew... Even the smell inside the building was quite uncommon to me. First thing that I had on my mind when I entered that door was "5 whole years... The start of a brandnew journey. New world, and long way to go. 5 years will not fly by."
Throughout these 5 years, I had quite a range of feelings from anger to happiness. There were many nights that I wrote papers till the small hours in the morning without winking my eyes even for a second and attended classes all day long feeling like a real Zombie. There were times that I cried out of anger when I was unable to come through homeworks, papers and projects. I once felt extremely humiliated when I was not let into the classroom for 2 minutes late arrival. I got my first low mark in an insignificant course and I felt truly ashamed. I skipped many classes in first grade indifferently just because they did not interest me much...
First time in my life, I supported what I strongly believed to be true to the end and the assisstant professor appreciated my self-confidence loudly in public. I got applauded warmly by many people at my first acting experience. I got my first job offer but had to decline it owing to my hectic schedule. I earned my own money first time in my life, and as soon as I had it in my purse, I bought gifts for my family. I spent all the money in one go but the grandest joy of it cannot be explained...
As I experienced, I knew myself better. All this, including more, happened in 5 years which I thought would never fly by. I had graduation ball last night and danced the night away with my classmates without stopping. I felt like, as I danced, all those troubles and pains that I had collected in my brain were moved away with each movement of my body. And at the end of the night, I felt extremely relieved, not to mention my bruised feet after being on high heels for long hours. And finally, I thought to myself, "This is not the end. In contrary, every end is a new beginning."
MESSY ★
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Saladeen
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06:44 AM Jun 05 2012 |
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11:18 AM Jun 04 2012 |
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Saladeen
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11:02 PM May 30 2012 |
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MESS
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Jo, you keep making me blush. I am truly flattered. It is a pleasure to hear all these meaningful words from a very wise man like you. I have learnt a lot from you since we first met. Thank you for understanding me very well and supporting me with your inspiring words. Danke schön! |
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12:50 PM May 30 2012 |
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Saenger D
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07:45 AM May 30 2012 |
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05:40 AM May 30 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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11:00 PM May 29 2012 |
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MESS
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Snoopy, Ballroom or bar, the place should not matter much to you as long as I am your partner. Not every man is bestowed with this grand honor! |
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12:18 PM May 29 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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12:01 PM May 29 2012 |
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Saenger D
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11:08 AM May 29 2012 |
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MESS
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Oh... I am flattered, Jo. |
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09:38 AM May 29 2012 |
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Saenger D
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M E S S::::::::::::::::::::: YOU ARE ........................the B E S T ALWAYS !!!!!!!
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07:50 AM May 29 2012 |
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MESS
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Snoopy, whether you have the ball or not, I am preparing my tango shoes anyway. If the ball is called off again, we will be headed for the nearest bar and dance the night away, agreed? |
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06:08 AM May 29 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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06:07 AM May 29 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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Saenger D I guess when could call her a tidy Mess then. Let's see if I can make it to the ball first, the last time I was that exicited for a ball our school principale had called it off-- our class was very rowdy. |
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02:14 AM May 29 2012 |
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MESS
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Jo, thank you for your lovely words. According to your saying, I am cute, lovely, sweet, and pretty. So in short, I am one of my kind, and unique among the rest of the women on earth. What else can I wish from God? |
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01:11 PM May 28 2012 |
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Saenger D
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ohhhhhhhhh I lent it from a friend it s great
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01:06 PM May 28 2012 |
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11:23 AM May 28 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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09:52 AM May 28 2012 |
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MESS
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Yulia, thank you. Snoopy, if you need a partner on that special day (graduation ball night), just look around. I will be there, enjoying the victory with you! I will be wearing a Snoopy t-shirt. So you will recognize me easily. |
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09:05 AM May 28 2012 |
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Saenger D
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hello snoopy I guess, it s like a law to go on and bring it to a good end so think forward and don t give up You will win, follow your ideas Good luck |
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08:41 AM May 28 2012 |
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snoopyboy
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Good job! I have a similar story but mine is still in the making. I hope my 5-year journey could end like yours, on inflamed dancing feet ( sans the heels ;). I just love those inspirational stories, they offer strenght. Thanks Mess, for (cyberly) patting me on my back and for saying " Keep going Snoopy"
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08:30 AM May 28 2012 |
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Agnolia
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07:59 AM May 28 2012 |
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MESS
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Thanks a lot for your encouragement and support, Jo. You have been of great help to me by now. Thanks for your warm friendship!
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06:53 AM May 28 2012 |
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Saenger D
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my dear friend I m really proud about you that you finished all your studies with success. So let me be the very first here who say Congratulations my friend Be happy, enjoy life, and go your way You didn t send the addrewss to me so I can just give this virtural bunch of flowers T O Y O U I m soooo happy, from the bottom of my heart yours Jo
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