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Thailand
December 9, 2007
I don't want to mention about love because it can cause me cry.I've never been good luck in love , i don't know why.Some come to paint my life in a short while then walk away.It happens times by times.I truely believe i get used to it.
However , i am not a big of stone so i can feel it again.No , it's not a very pleasant feeling but a miserable one.
At the empty room , 8.45 PM .....
" Do you love him , don't you?" , asked he.
" WHY?" " Do you ask me for what?" , responsed I.
" Because you said you loved him and i badly want to let you know i love her" , continued he.
" All right , it's good for you.I am so happy to know that.At least you will not be lonely and of course i do not have to worry about you" , coldly said I.
Leaving him behind the door , of course i was sad.But i have been waiting for this revealed truth for a half year.And he told me.
I feel dull again.However , i will not do anything even move from the chair.Just let things go as it should be.It's not worth to pull him back.Finally , you will not get anything : his body and soul.
That's right.Please welcome to this new condition of your life : you are free tonight like a hawk is flying in the dark large sky , watching them (two) out there quietly.Meanwhile , i am in peace.Really , i am.
Living my life for tomorrow , YES , for tomorrow NOT for YOU , dear.
Nitta_Sao ;)
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