Wake me up when November ends...

Well, I think the title speaks for itself.

Tomorrow will be November 1st and I'm kinda nervous. Why?

Well, my college entrance examinations are taken in November, actually, every weekend in November. So it's going to me a hectic and stressful month. Besides, these exams are the most disputed in Brazil 'cause they belong to the most prestigious universities of the country. 

I think 9 of every 10 students are going to take these exams to get into those universities and, believe me, the exams are damn difficult!

At school, students are starting to freak out (so do I)! We have so much subjects to study, so many topics to review and there are some lessons we haven't taken yet... I'm desperate, I need to confess! I don't wanna think about what's going to happen if I fail.

I know this is not a matter of life and death... I can take them next year, no prob. But, man, I don't wanna fail. Nobody wants! If I get into university this year things are going work so well. My dad won't have to pay my school anymore. You know, he has been complaining about it and this discourage me. I wish my dad was more supportive, comprehensible. Man, I've been going through a rough time but it seems my dad don't understand it. Maybe he haven't noticed how much his support means to me, I mean, I'd be more relaxed. And when I mean "relaxed" I don't mean "Oh, I'd take it easy, I wouldn't study that much and blablabla", of course not! I just wouldn't be so anxious and I'd have the feeling that my dad would be there for me in the end. But I don't know if he will... and this hurts the most.

So, as you can see, I'm going to be "absent" for a month. Maybe I show up to take a look at some lessons, I don't wanna be outdated! But I won't have time to reply messages, so my apologies friends. Please, be patient. I'll come back soon! Don't forget me, please!

So, that's all 4 today!

I hope I can write again soon. See ya', guys!  Take care!