The first time

Now,It  is first time for me to write my mind in English .Thinking,I  have  learned  english for ten years.But,it is non-voice English ,it is lack of practicing for me.

And,there are so many the first time in our life.the first time of laugh,the first time of feeling the dificult of working and so on .

I would tell my boss abuot my idea on any question in past.Now,I do anything as a robot,no idea. It is not that I don't want to speak but don't allow to do it.Because,nobody will hear it